inertia

I am suffering acute symptoms of inertia.

I find myself unwilling to do that which is expected of me.

Motivation has abandoned me. Left me.

Everything has become difficult.

Work piles, and I watch on in a state of distant bewilderment...

overheard conversations.

i have wanted to make this thread for a long time. i lie a little. for a while rather.

nothing comes to mind, but i shall write them soon. pity really. i have heard interesting things these few days, but my mind forgets.

musings.

i'm nearly 20 years old. two decades old. i am getting along. 10 days. ten days.

yesterday-

i did think something could happen.

if i were older..may be..rather if i were more mature..rather not. :S

i can't give you more than i got.

will i ever change? per'aps not.

much as i detest the attention, i seem to attract it.

Excuse me while I powder my nose~

I did not utter such words.

But, I did however give in to some persistence from the other party to having some foundation put upon my face.

I look like a doll.

I dislike it.

Its going away to a land far far away.

"characters"

We always meet characters, some strange ones at that too.

I'm undertaking a summer class. I daresay some characterizing will help improve me writing further.

There is a tall boy rather man with sandy light brown hair. Braces. Asics shoes. Studying to become a chiropractor. A nose a little too long/large for his face. Dark eyelashes and mud-brown eyes. A nice contrast. Has the ability to stare directly at you. Thin-ish lips. Big arms. Work-out arms.

There is the "model". With a beautiful skin tone. A shade in between white and cream. Small blue eyes that attract him further to the eye. An average nose. Very built. Wears fitting clothes. Accentuate his toned self. Slightly shorter than 1.8m.

There is the cute/likable "geek". A slight beard. The kind that grows after yesterday's shave. Light blue eyes. A long nose.

There is the slightly chubby/fit girl. Confident. Fair hair. Blue eyes. Slight freckles. Like-able.

There is the masscarraed girl with a little too much eye-liner. Has the vacant look of a bimbo, but the mind of a free thinker. Dresses in a bimbo like fashion.

Ah, the BIG MOUTH HEAR MY OPINION GIRL. Middle-Eastern appearance. Plucked eyebrows. Shoulder length dark dull brown hair. Nothing eye-catching. Average Joe. Annoying nasal voice. Has a knack for thinking aloud, voicing opinions regardless. Sell-out.

Strange things that I Have Encountered

Ah, these are some of the bizarre moments I have had the misfortune of witnessing:

An old customer from the local supermarket stealing something. It was positioned in his pocket. Which I happened to see afterwards on the tram. I was utterly s-c-a-n-d-i-l-i-z-e-d.

A man relieving himself in a vicinity near my place.

2009

Alas, the new year commences, and so too approaches the age of AdultHood. .

Ah, melodrama aside, I am looking forward to all the strange things that shall happen this year.

Yah!